neck kissing is honestly the hottest, most seductive thing anybody could ever do to me. if you kiss my neck, if you playfully bite my neck, if your tongue touches my neck i will melt in your fingertips.
i’m actually undecided. but soon, preferably when i’m alone.
how: i have too many options
overdosing? i know i could find enough pills to take me out but i don’t know if i could get them without somebody noticing
cutting my wrists? i tried this once before and it didn’t work out…
gun? i think too messy…
standing in front of a car/truck? maybe…but i don’t want hurt somebody else or damage their property….
Crying myself to sleep. Haven’t done this in a while. I didn’t miss it.
I hate nights like these
When I’m so upset I cry and send myself into a fit where all I can do shake pull at my hair to keep from screaming and getting sick.